Sometimes, it’s just too depressing finding yourself doing the same set of things over and over again every day. Waking up at six o’clock in the morning resenting time because you haven’t gotten enough sleep and yet you have no choice but to pull yourself together, and find the eagerness to get up and take a shower as you need to be at work at 8:30. You are jaded with the constant battle over indecisiveness on the perfect outfit to wear for the day as you have to attend endless meetings, and to simply exhibit yourself ostentatiously because appearance has great relevance to professional success. And then you leave home hoping that things would go the way you have planned it but as you start your day and walk yourself outside, you are greeted by the scorching sun and the irksomely atrocious traffic in the fervent city .
Once you get to work, you start it off by opening your email and as your day progress, you are also toiling over endless issues at work, a tight deadline, a bellyaching grouchy client who never gets satisfied with anything, a colleague who fails to deliver his reports on time and always summons on dilatory tactics, add it up with the big cheese putting a thousand pounds of pressure on your weary shoulders, and you’ve got nothing but time which seems to elapse like a thunderbolt. And then you find yourself standing underneath a canopy along with all your lung-destroyer-classmates puffing through a stick of cigarette while watching the smoke fades into the air and thinking about how you could get over an emotionally, mentally and physically distressing day.
You get back to your chair, stare at your computer while trying to muster a plan on how to get through the day. You type in a few words and then you erase it, type some again and erase it once more, you’re at wits’ end and you can do nothing but scratch your head. Your fingers can’t move anymore, your mind is blank and no matter how hard you squeeze every ounce of knowledge and logic you have mustered to learn all your life you’re still spacing out. It’s just too depressing, you just want to scream bloody murder and pour your wrath to anyone who would cross your way. You seek consolation from caffeine and sugar with a surge of hope that they will rescue you from all the madness and seemed endless office toil. Evening comes and you leave the office, exhausted. You get home, put yourself to sleep and as you close your eyes while succumbing to hibernation and putting away a long day, you are hoping that tomorrow is a different day.