I dont want to be a hypocrite – I must admit, I am not a simple person. I am way more than complicated, I am beyond what you see on the surface. I love lavish and exorbitant things that life has to offer, simplicity is always a last choice for me. My mind is primordially conditioned in that paradigm, for both tangible and monumental entities. I have a ravenous pursuit for progress and change, all these embody almost half of me and they are not bad, or so I thought.
I’m in a battle with myself, the intricacies I have created are now blowing out of the water. I am always grasping for more and wander for more like a rapacious predator. Selfishness, is it? You could be right, but then again, I am only living my life. The box is just not for me, when there are forests yet to be walked by my unused feet, oceans with abysmal water yet to be seen by my circumspect eyes, and mountains and plains beautifully arranged yet to be explored and climbed by my intricate self….or maybe I am just living my life in pretense.