Me and my diabolically crazy thoughts (SIGH). There are a lot of reasons why I am happier now but bizarre thoughts have been rambling in my excessively jaded mind lately. Thoughts I consider and I am pretty sure, you would also consider highly fiendish. I’m afraid I am becoming very selfishly inconsiderate and peccant, in spite of myself being greatly aware of the density that my thoughts bring forth, I did nothing but let myself regale it. Sometimes, I find myself just sitting in the corner, my eyes are at the window, looking as if I am watching something over it but in reality, I am in a different world, I am dazzled while gazing at it spin around my naked eyes. It is a world where I want to put myself. A saccharine world that never fails to briskly move around me, a world enamored and enraptured with sultry passion and fearless adventure, a world of nirvana, ecstacy and great love but when I snap back into reality, as I wake up in the deep sweet slumber, dysphoria takes over me.
My unrelenting mind is feebly breaking down and I’m afraid digression is taking over once again this time. I am vexed in the ceaseless conundrums lurking around me, they leave me incoherent and parched that sometimes I find myself staring off into space and will seek refuge from the comforts of caffeine and sugar hoping that somehow they will stimulate my brain cells so I can answer the riddles laid out for me. SIGH. I hope for things to be better soon. Hang in there my sweet sweet world, I’ll come running like a thunderbolt, I’ll be there just in time, you will never notice.
