GRATITUDE

I would say that this could be a continuation of the entry I have written heretofore. It’s been almost two weeks that I havent reported for work as most of you know especially the right people whom I confide with, that Aldolito is in the hospital. I’ve mentioned in my previous entry that Aldolito had dreadful headaches for the past weeks then came Sunday 21st of September when something consternating has happened to Aldolito. Forgive me if I choose not to give you the entire details of what has happened but we all want to move on and with this little note, I want to impart with you my deepest gratitude and epiphany in the series of rather hasty events that heretofore, I still can not fathom reality from irreality, the languid tick of the clock has prostrated my equanimity, if this is just a horrendous nightmare, I wish for you to wake me up and bring me back to reality. I’ve asked for divine questions and searched for divine answers to no avail – but God in his providence and omnipotence has helped me surmount the tenebrific times.

If you ask me where I am now, I’m pretty sure that I’m in the middle of rapture and agony. I am glad and grateful that my magnanimous God has heard all our prayers, I know that this is just a test and we all have to be stalwart and resilient to face everything with absolute faith in God.

To all of you who prayed for Aldolito, THANK YOU SO MUCH. Our most reverent and benevolent God will surely grant you his grace. Thank you all for the support and prayers you have bestowed for him, your utmost care and munificence are greatly appreciated. Please extend my deepest gratitude to all of you, let us all continue to pray for his absolute recovery and wellness. PRAISE GOD!

Unselfish and noble actions are the most radiant pages in the biography of souls.  ~David Thomas

I believe in prayer.  It’s the best way we have to draw strength from heaven.  ~Josephine Baker

Aldolito and STRESS

It’s Tuesday today and I wasn’t able to go to work not that I have planned it, it’s just that I had to take Aldolito to the doctor. I’ve been absent from work every Tuesday of the last three consecutive weeks. I wish I can tell you the reasons but due to the fact that I have to be clandestine for my own good then maybe I can tell you next time. But of course the right people know the underlying reasons thereof. I am pretty sure that the people from work must be engaged in a conjecture, I can smell the big ol’ fat PREJUDICE is hanging around the floor. Oh well, let alone give a damn about it. Haha!

So yeah, its been like three days that Aldolito was having a dreadfully disturbing headcahe. The first time it occured I made him take some pain reliever to no avail – it will only give him temporary relief but it will occur again sporadically. So today we decided to go to the doctor and take advantage of his never-been-used Health card. After a brief consultation, the doctor said that he is stressed based on the way he described his headache – I guess headaches have various types. She prescribed him with B complex vitamins and some paracetamol for his constant headache and advised him to come back after two weeks.

I am ruminating now as I can not fathom the idea of him being stressed, not that I am negating with the doctor’s findings its just that I am deep in thought as to why is he stressed. Aldolito and I discussed about the things that are stressing him. I wish I can tell you what are they – as they are not worthy to be stressed for. But don’t you all worry, he is going to be fine as he have managed to straight things out today. bye bye STRESS soon hopefully.

The Day Every After 7th of the Month

I counted my money and I placed it back in my wallet. I hurriedly stood up and darted to the elevator. As the elevator’s door closed in front of me I noticed that I was surrounded by a bunch of men in different colors and they were all speaking in their own native tongues at the same time. How crazy is that. There were three chinese men and they were talking so loud, the other one was standing very close behind me, so close I felt and smelt his disgusting breath blowing through my hair, it sent shivers down my spine in a ghastly way. On the left corner were three american men talking loudly about work I surmise. On the other corner were two indian men talking about who knows what they were talking about, one thing for sure though it sounded like profanity to me. Beside me were two filipino guys, they were very quiet and both looked at each other abruptly. Perhaps we were in the same boat. The stench of a musty shirt (that’s not properly dried), and fetid breath were making a claustrophobic effect on me. The elevator descended from 42nd floor to the express zone down to the ground floor, I felt an utter relief as the door opened. I stepped out of the elevator, musing – I couldn’t remember what I was musing about though. As I stepped out of the building I welcomed the sunlight bestowed by Mr. SUN conspicuously shining and smiling above me. I exposed myself freely to obtain Vitamin D from Mr. SUN. About 100 steps I reached Citibank and there I bade adieu to my PhP6500.

Brooding

You will never believe what I’m reading now its DRACULA by Bram Stoker 1897 edition and I find myself immersed to it astoundingly, I guess this is still a part of Twilight’s overdose. I need to slack off for a bit now though as my mind seem to be filled with myriad vampire characters. I happened to read the comment I have posted on NY Times in the article about work reflections and then I brooded and thought of my former boss - in his inexpedience – he has taught me how to lose respect for someone because he made me lose my respect for him. As much as I would want to diffuse everything about him, I prefer not to because I want to be good at least for now hehe so I’ll just keep my mouth shut. PEACE!

My Time is Gold

Every day I sit here in front of my ill-favored, inutile computer pretending to be busy and oh gee vexation is getting the better of me, I seriously need some help. I would normally start my day by reading my E-mail then I’ll proceed on completing my day-to-day deliverables or ad hoc requests, and I would subsequently knock myself out in boredom or slacking. Most of the time, I engross myself into reading just almost anything I could find in the internet like a maniac just so I could pretend that I’m busy otherwise somebody’s ass will be shoved up with a banana. Why am I wasting my precious time with sluggish people. I’m drowning in exasperation, I want to be out of the door soon.